last day of June. 
everything passes so rapidly. like everything.
and unbelievably i had gone through half of my form 4 life.
form 4 subjects stink, and stressful. but with God i managed to walk through... God's power is just wonderful.

i tell myself, i want to pray more from now on. make sure everyday read the bible also.
so looking through this half of the year, there were, indeed lots of tough situations i had been. but now when looking back, those times aren't that bad. i mean, so that i always remember not to rely on myself, but give all the worries to Him and let Him lead my way.

sometimes i feel God is not with me, but that is not the truth. this is only my feeling. the truth is that, He is with me. without God, without me...

【進撃の巨人OP】「紅蓮の弓矢」を弾いてみた【ピアノ】

best piano version of the opening of shingeki no kyojin so far in youtube.
She is my idolww

hi.

so.. time flies. 

few days more, July! 1st of July is my dearest granpa's 80th birthday, and 13rd of July is my dad's birthday. 

and 7th of July my sister brother coming back. Seriously... i am exciting :) 

this month goes pretty fast. holidays, exams... 

about my piano exam. overall was okay, i supposed, but i still think that i had done better when i practised at home. but it is okay, since i had try my best :) 

and i just realise how much i love the piano. the music. and the gentle sounds of piano keys! it is amazing. 

thanks God that although life may have ups and downs, He leads me all the way so that when i fall, i can stand up again. 

bye now. 

And make it okay

我的金鱼不会飞
也没想过要减肥
它跟我说
小小的世界里
一样有小小的幸福
你又何必羡慕
那遥不可及的大海

- 文@ 恩佐

你应该很清楚。
不属于自己的地方。
人总要学习抽身而退。

如果

你把自己抛弃了，
你会不会把自己捡回来？

一个人究竟要走多少的路
最后才不会一个人？

Bravery

我们一路奋战
不是为了改变这个世界

而是为了  不让
这个世界改变我们。

Piano

I...  love  piano.
I enjoy playing the piano, but I hate piano exam. When something is related with "scores " "marks "."accomplishment " then I basically hate that thing.
But if don't have exam, we would never know where we stand... perhaps? But for what I know, there is always things  that exam can't prove.

Btw, in the middle of practicing piano. Bye now!

Christianity

attended the 3 days 2 nights camp.
meet many new friends there. also, learn more about being a daughter of God. :3
and we had a something like quiz to know more about our identities.
and the result shows out that i am a truly perfectionist. e.e
i hate my this identity, which ruins my mood when i can't achieve my goals in doing things. sigh...
it is normal for we human beings to be imperfect, and it is horribly impossible to be perfect in everything.
one thing i realised about myself is that, i am really BADDDDD in communicating with people.
like, i had a hard time trying to be natural and smile because was too nervous when facing people that i barely know .___.
i'd always wish that i could communicate with people naturally but... i just don't know what to say when facing people i don't know. ;_; and this caused me a lot of problems since i was small because, people would think that i am a proud, ego and cold-blooded person. how people thinking of me, i can't actually help much but. it is really important to learn to communicate and get along with people.

in the camp also we had discussed about life and some topics like future and death. i mean i am really afraid of death sometimes, not myself but when this happens in my family, relatives. and about future, in fact i had a blueprint for my future just that i ain't sure if those dreams can come true.

till then, i am still trying and struggling to make my life better, so that everything i do can glorify His name.
thank you, God.
Amen.

冻结

时光。

the colour look good in phone but not in computer ._.