exam.

gosh. now i know how much i hate test.
yep this is a monthly test. in fact i told myself just try my best. but this few days i feel a spasm of fear, which is indescribable. this is because i really hate the feeling of dont-know-how-to-do during a test.
we have physics and english test tmr. i hate physics.
and i know i will be really tired tmr. because afternoon we have co-curriculum activity, which is really useless and boring and annoying and time wasting. and then night continue add maths ttn that i need to put my 101% to concentrate and learn. ._. and back home still have to revise chemistry. then tuesday we have sejarah and bc paper.
i hate busy life. :\\\ little did i know that f4 life can be such exhausting.
but so what. no choice. move on.

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到最后，你发现说真话容易犯错，便不再说话；你发现愤怒、轻视与得意时都会影响人际关系，便省略表情；你发现手舞足蹈会影响形象，便不再做任何夸张动作---你终于活得如同一部人类学行为规范，去掉了表情，隐藏了情绪，不带一丝人气，成了橡皮人。 - copied from weibo. Com

and i was like

tmr school reopens.
everything starts again : clubs, ttn, homeworks, test. (...)

worst thing is i have bio test on monday. and haven't finish studying x.x
the whole chinese new year is, umm fine. but i realised that what i love about cny is the day BEFORE cny. the feeling of excite and elate. but when it comes to the first day of cny, tired. my house usually open house on the first day. it is fun to have your friends and relatives with you, eating talking and all that. but after that, the cleaning up process can be pretty exhausting. usually my work is wiping windows and doors that have finger marks and food on them, and mopping the floor. my parents, they are extremely tiring after serving so many guests, so they usually don't help out for the clean up thingy.
however, cny is officially ended for us students. but cny mood can never goes... sigh -_-'''

bye now.

you got me wrong.

... i make myself clear. you don't understand, then ok. nothing more i could say. 
just that : i do my part as a daughter. but why can't you try to accept my opinions ?

初一、初二

♣♣除夕夜

2013::
Spent more time on God.
Be myself.
Family healthy.
Everyone's happy.
Be a better person.

Ilovemyfamily♣... forever and always.

New year holiday starts...

喜欢一家人共度的时光♪

...

You got your standpoint, and... I've my choices.

Dear mom

谢谢你那么为我着想。♣♣

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i am afraid that what i believe is all a lie

festive mood orz

finally. 1 week more to go.
and then new year!
i love the way our family can reunion together, talking with each others, and enjoy the moments.
and...  i hope all my family members: daddy mummy bro sistas grandpa can live healthily and happily throughout this year. and we can carry on no matter how life brings us down. and i wish i can spend more time listen to God's words and pray to Him.

still. 1 week to go. 1 week study kuat kuat then holiday! x.x






don't compromise  .